Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self–seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
I SHOULD GROW UP. I SHOULD STOP CRYING OVER THE SAME OLD THING AGAIN AND AGAIN. I DONT KNOW ITS REALLY CRAZY. GOD, ONLY YOU KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING THAT IS HAPPENING. I JUST WANT TO SURRENDER IT TO YOU. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL.
sorry bout my rantings above. Yes, I still do feel upset, i still fall everyday, but i know God is healing me in His way. And i believe that He is working, and everything will be beautiful according to His time. (Ecclessiates 3:1) Dear God, i want to be more mature in You, i want to wait patiently, i want to change my mindset about the way i look at things. Teach me Your ways and guide me along side by side.
I was feeling really down just now and i've had lots of doubts going thru my mind, then i turned on a sermon. It reminded me about how great our God is, how great His love is for us. Its really so great that He would even suffer all the pain on the cross and lay down His life for us. How great is that!!!!!!!
That sermon challenged me to ponder about, "what's in my hands?" What are the stuffs God had given me that i should use it to serve Him and share His love to the people in my life. What should i do with it? Am i using my life and what He has given me wrongly? And there's a part where they shared about compassion for HIV (AIDS) children in Africa, and they are fighting for life everyday. It really challenged me to get up, stand up and do something. And...i shouldn't be upset, because i can find hope in Jesus, i can place my trust in Him, surrender all my worries and burden to Him.
P/s: Everything happens for a reason. There's a purpose behind it.